Tuesday, April 26, 2011

The children are the first to know.

The children are the first to know
What they haven’t learnt in a lifetime.

What it is that is.
They already know as most important.

What we haven’t learnt in a lifetime,
They summed it up with their smiles.

What we have forgotten,
The children know most often.

And the children will show it to you
Even if you’ve forgotten.

Just this once
Let the children play,
Let the children scream
As loud as they desire!

Because their screams are of delight!

If you do not want to look bad
Just leave them be,
And smile.

The boy takes his fathers face
And tries his best to make a shape.

That moment,
Hanging on the hope
For his loving gaze.

But the human face,
It is nothing like Play-Doh.

And the child trips!
On what he doesn’t know.

So children,
This is why!
You must learn with all your might!

But as you do so,
Please don’t ever forget!
What is most important!






This was done recently, it's not meant to be read like a regular poem, you have to imagine that each stanza is in a single page of a kids story book which I intend to turn this into.

- Fatcrumb

On My Way.


If you have a spirit of endurance,
If you don’t mind that creativity
Is stenciled on the walls,
And that everything’s made of plastic,
I find that the airport can be a great spot,
For the on and on and on and on.

If you don’t mind
That the disposables are left
In the wake of the drifters,
Fuel for the everlasting movement,
That never returns.
I find that the airport can be a great spot,
A real sweet spot,
For the on and on and on and on.

If you don’t mind
That the caretakers of flight
Are in keeping
With their best static lie,
It is in keeping with the
On and on and on and on.

That they mimic the stance of
Their imaginary symbols,
The on and on and on and on,
Engulfs my heart tonight.

That these self-made symbols
Whisper
“Everything is worth it”,
With the same tenacity and pomposity
Of a pimple faced girl
Who says
“All is good for me,
I who have no company.”
Then get ready,
For the on and on and on and on.

That the dot on the map finally matters,
I am not concerned.
It is the heart of a nation
That perplexes me most.
Where is it?
The question goes on and on and on.

That those who have returned
From touching the great monoliths,
Dancing to the music of fading cultures,
That once knew life,
Barely feel it in their bones.
As they return with the sound
Of fading gypsies,
Going on and on and on and on.

These people,
Colorless like ghosts,
Convincing themselves,
Life is worth living,
While never feeling alive.
They go on and on and on and on.

And me?
I am on my way.

Buzz Street.


Standing naked,
Standing pink-eyed in the sun,
Standing with
The clothed,
Bearing down.

On a busy street,
Let me catch my bearings.
Let me arrive
On time,
Definitely
On time,
I must,
Be on time,
Even if,
A little undone.

This Holy fuzz,
Is telling me funny things about the weather.

A million hits
For a million faceless kisses.
Tricks,
Playing in the sun.
Let me soak in all of this,
Before my memory comes undone.

The Holy Fuzz,
Is telling me strange things about the weather.

Talk about the weather,
Talk about disease,
Talk about a feather.

In the sizzling heat, they run out of things to say.
In a blizzard, they run out of things to say.

 “Quickly,
Change the channel.”
Someone says.
“Or amuse yourself,
With a balloon.”

On a placard the phrases read:

Triple the employment.
Triple the Experience.

The Holy Fuzz is getting too abstract,
Its breath is foul,
And now,
It’s tripping over
The triplets of employment,
On a busy street,
That I am crossing,
A little undone,
And hopefully,
Very much in the nude.


Done on a busy day, 18th of March. Jeremy gave a talk at CC (Scape). It was great! The kids I was teaching were difficult, but one or two were affected by the experience, and one or two is enough. They could be great artists in the future, who knows? I’ll keep hoping. Strangely, felt teary eyed all day. Remember feeling very disconnected with the reality of Orchard Road. I always feel a little disconnected there, a little strung-up. But Art helps a lot.

Sunday.


I find it difficult
Surrendering
To love.

I spent that day
With a white robe
Over my head.
And two white flags
For each hand.

I wasn’t trying
To be morbid
or anything.
It was just
My way of saying,
I was trying.

It was difficult to do
Anything else
That Sunday.
While waiting for her
To Christian me
As something
Loved.

It would have been
A great honor.
And in a way
It still was,
Being so close
To something.
On the edge.
But of course
It didn’t happen.

It may have been
That what I said
Was tainted,
Tainted by
Reckless thoughts.

If it didn’t come to mind
That she could just say it,
That she loved me.
And not actually mean it.
Maybe.

Maybe I could have kept
My mouth shut.
This is just
My way of saying,
I was trying.
So I was
trying.

There is no time for Sleepwalking.


This thing called ‘culture’
Is like a scuttling rat,
Too fast and slippery to catch.
There used to be a time where
The rats would overwhelm the masses.
Then we’d catch a whiff
Of the bubonic stage.
A slowly sipping poison,
Through, muzzles, cages, mazes
And the Internet.
And I am trying very hard
To be coherent,
And unpretentious,
And caring.

Amidst the waves of ceaseless information.

Culture lives externally
From methods of display.
There must be something
Wrong with us,
Cultureless like the rats
Who play in trash.
Trash that makes
The prostitutes and scavengers,
Stand like gods.
Our values unbeknown to us
We slip into it like sleepwalkers.

It takes a whiff to wake us.
A little too late,
A little too much.



The Wisdom of Old Flesh.

I observe them,
From the discipline
of staring blankly.

There is a world of wisdom
underneath those callous skins.
The wisdom of having learnt a great deal.

Obviously the old man,
Or woman,
Who whines all day.
About taxi drivers
Waiters
Maids
For all the kinds of service
Done wrong to them,
Except their own,
Haven’t learnt shit about patience.
And mercy,
And gratitude,
And expects none.
And the fetid flesh stinks.
But they have learnt so much about the opposites.

They know a world of bitterness.
And it is in that flesh.
The wisdom of their flesh
That stinks the earth,
And wraps the babies now.

Kids on Skateboards.

Kids on skateboards
Rolling to the back end,
Because the back end is where they feel they fit?

Shallow cute girls,
Talking about shallow cute boys.
They couldn’t get any louder.
Because they feel like they’re on top of the world?
Lost in the moment?

Lost in the moment.
The ugly people on the bus
Are all quiet.

Just saw the driver of this bus,
Leaving a man
Who chased after it,
But was a fraction to late.
And by law?
The bus moves on.

One of the cute girls leaves,
The one left takes out her phone,
Immediately.

The kids at the back
Yelp like Hyenas.
They seem to have the right to.

They have a significant number
Are of the same color
And they have skateboards.